December 2011
30 posts
Listen
JUST PRESS PLAY.
Anybody who grew up in the 90’s and doesn’t know this song is a deprived child.
This song will haunt me even when i’m dead.
started dancing in my seat.
FOREVER REBLOG <3
FOREVER REBLOG
HOOOOOLY SHIIIIT, THIS WAS MY FAVORITE SONG WHEN I WAS LIKE 3. AKJHDKSJAGDHKSJAGHDSALKG
THE MEMORIES
I SO REMEMBER THIS
THE FUCKIN MEMORIES
FOREVER REBLOG
the notes. the gifs. i love tumblr.
THE. GIFS.
Oh the song <3 memoriieeeeeeees :)))
I USED TO FUCKING JAM TO THIS IN THE CAR WITH MY MOM.
As soon as I realized what song this was I freaked out and jammed XD
As Soon As I Heard It I Ran And Got My Brother And We Played It Like Three Times Omg.
What…
Oh fucking this.
OH THE MEMORIES
day FIVE.
A time you thought about ending your own life.
I don’t think I actually SERIOUSLY considered it. I mean, I’ve had my times of being utterly depressed and I wished I could get away from where I am, but I don’t think I ever really wanted to end my own life. But, I am happy with where I am right now because even through all of the hard times I have grown and become an amazing person with amazing people in my life!
day FOUR.
You views on Religion.
Hmmm. This is actually very tough. I am in no way religious. At all. I don’t believe in God. I’m not actually sure what I believe yet, I’m still trying to figure it out. What I do not like, however, is when people try to push their religion on me, or any religion for that matter. I want to figure this stuff out for myself, thank you. I hate when people look down upon others because they have a different (or no) religion. I also hate the hypocrisy that comes with a lot of religious groups. I can’t deal with it. I do think it’s cool that people have different beliefs though!
My life right now is a HOT mess. My moms cousin is living with us and he is SO fucking loud, I can’t deal with it. I don’t trust him, I have an inky feeling about him. The male species needs to get their shit straight. And, my job can suck on it for a bit. Male species: STOP PLAYING MIND GAMES. Seriously. Stop facebook messaging me but not replying if I ask why you don’t text me. Stop flirting with me at work if you don’t like me. Stop knowing if something is wrong when I don’t even tell anyone if something is wrong. Stop calling me at work because you know EXACTLY what phone I am standing next to. Just stop all of it if you still have a gf. I can’t deal with the heartache. If you can’t text me because you have a crazy ass gf and you share a line so you don’t want her to find out, JUST TELL ME. I am understanding, really. Just grow a pair and tell me. Oh, look at me being hypocritical because I am not telling you all this I’m just ranting about it on Tumblr. Whatever. Just stop. Also, stop being attractive so I can ignore you like I want to. I keep having these awesome plans where I ignore the absolute shit out of you, but then you say hi. fuck. And work, stop being the reason for all of this. If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have to deal with this. Also, cut the shit. Because of work I feel like EVERYTHING I do lately is wrong. Because I’ve been there only a year and a half and I already work as a supervisor and every fucking dept does NOT give people a right to give me shit and treat me like I am inferior. I don’t give a fuck if you have been there for 10 years and are a Lead of your dept, I am still a great worker. I still work my ass off. Shit, I do more than some of them do. Fuck, I DO THEIR JOBS. Also, If we don’t make our fucking credit goals it is NOT all my fault, we have 153 fucking associates, they can contribute too. Also, STOP HAVING AN UGLY GF. Please, stop acting like I didn’t call you out on some of the shit. can’t be ugly AND psychotic, it makes me feel super more shitty about myself.
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day THREE.
Your views on drugs and alcohol.
They don’t bother me. If someone wants to fuck up their own life then so be it, just don’t pressure me to do it. I drink. Of course I drink, I’m 20, in college, and I work retail. If I didn’t drink I’d probably go insane. I have tried weed on a few occasions but it doesn’t appeal to me. Although, I do really like the smell of weed, I don’t know why. Ha ha. But yeah, if a consenting adult wants to do any drugs that they want it is their business, they can fuck their shit up as long as it doesn’t involve me or a child. However, if a close friend or family member of mine was fucking up their life by doing drugs I would probably have to say/do something because I love my friends and family more than anything.
day TWO.
Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
On December 6th 2021, I would like to be sitting at home looking after my young child (probably under 3 years old) while carrying my next bundle of joy. No, seriously. I want to be married and starting a family in the next ten years. I also want to have my degree in Criminal Justice. I want to start my “big girl job” as an LP in my company within the next year. I eventually want to get married and have kids. When I start having kids I WILL become a stay-at-home mom. I think it’s the most important thing in a child’s life to have their parents involved in their lives. I want to be there in every way possible. But, who knows, for I am no Sybill Trelawney!
November 2011
7 posts
Bold what applies to you. →
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly sometimes.
I tan easily.
I have a bad memory.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/had braces.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than six year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I drift off a lot.
I have big dreams.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I think of stupid things to do.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve broken a bone
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve gotten a ride with someone I don’t know.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve had dry rum shots.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken fight.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
People have only liked me cause of my looks.
I’ve been used a lot.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve used someone else.
I’ve broken someone’s heart.
I miss someone right now.
I know someone who has committed suicide.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher/coach.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve kissed a boy.
I’ve kissed a girl.
I’ve kissed more than one girl.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve been called a slut.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve snuck out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.I’ve been arrested.
I’ve helped a friend who has passed out from alcohol.
I regularly smoke cigarettes.
I’ve tried smoking cigarettes.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have at one stage in my life been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I miss someone who I know isn’t coming back.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I regret a lot of things I’ve done in my lifetime.
day ONE.
Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is:
Single. Yeah, single. The single life is the best thing and the worst thing. All of my friends are in some sort of relationship and I am the single one. I have no cute stories to tell my friends about my cute bf. I am the odd one out. However, I can dress like a bum and not give a fuck. I could look hot as fuck and flirt with any guy I want. I can talk about all of the hot guys that I see and talk about the guys that I am interested in and contemplate which one I should go after. That being said, the guy I currently have interest in needs to grow a pair. Real fast, real big.
