So I have A LOT to think about within the next few weeks. I have had chronic headaches and body pains for the past like 4-5 years, maybe even longer. I began having the headaches and body aches again recently and went to my doctor. My mom and gram have something called Fibromyalgia and my dr thinks I may have it too. I have all of the symptoms and it does make sense with everything that is wrong with me and why I seem like I am always sick and why I seem lazy. The problem is to get tested for that I have to go through a billion other tests to see if I have MS or something as serious or even more serious. I don’t really have the money to pay for all of these tests but it would be nice to finally know what is making me hurt so much. But, a BIG part of me doesn’t want to know because I know myself and if I let it get to me I will just use it as an excuse to be lazy, but I don’t want to.